Monday, January 23, 2006

Happy New Year to all readers ...... n others :)

My New Year wish for you is not a simple one
For I wish you hope and joy and peace & days filled with warmth and sun

I wish you love and friendship throughout the coming year
Lots of laughter and happiness to fill your world with cheer

May you count your blessings, one by one and when totaled by the lot
May you find all you've been given to be more than what you sought

May your journeys be short, your burdens light & may your spirit never grow old
May all your clouds have silver linings and your rainbows pots of gold

May all your dreams come true .... I wish this all and so much more
May you have a Happy New Year and a happy life too
:)

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Something about us.

We dream to reflect on the passing day. We awake to see what lies ahead of us. We inspire others to be great,but criticize ourselves for not doing the same. We love to the fullest of our hearts and crumble with disappointments. We mourn for loved one lost but celebrate the life of a new born gained. We cherish the good memories and cast the bad ones aside. We think we are different from others but realistically we are exactly the same.

We are all individuals who long to be loved, inspired to be great, and scared of what lies ahead. But with every achievement in life there are disappointments along the way.

What makes us great is not how much we gain in life. It’s how we live it.....

Thursday, December 15, 2005

The best thing in my life ...... my beybe.

My ‘Beybe’ passed away on January thirty-first, two thousand & one. I loved him deeply & now he's gone. All my life I'd known that I was loved, living in the circle of his arms. I can't believe his love is not somewhere. So strong it was, so much a part of me. I feel it in the harsh salt of the sea and in the stinging sadness of the wind. In his heart I had my only home.

I didn't get a chance to say goodbye to him, to tell him that I loved him. To say now must be one long, unbroken cry of pain, now that he's gone away. I cannot tell him what a joy it was to be the one to tend him in his need. The burden was a gift, for giving does not burden one who loves, though loving bleeds. I wish I could have been with him when he, perhaps aware, perhaps not, turned towards death. Alone, with no one there to wonder to, to share his fear, his hand, his one last breath. I wish, I wish, I wish . . . but it is done.

Beybe! There is no one in this world I can compare you with. You are so special. If there is any way I could convey to you, I would like to let you know that I love you very much, that there's nobody important to me other than you, then & even now. Nobody can love me like the way you did. The way you protected me, stood for me, I'll never forget. Though you are my beybe, I always thought of you as my father. There's no way I could repay you. What I can do is love & pray for you.

I love you & May you rest in peace. Amen.

Be strong !

Lift your head up, don't get down. Don't let the devil get your frown. Smile because you're beautiful inside, smile because you're you. Smile because you are cared, and will be helped through. You say you are weak but you'll do it 'cause I believe you are strong & I believe in you.

So keep your head up, don't fall down. Don't fall under the water & let yourself drown. Just remember that you are loved - by family & friends and you'll get through. Because I won't stop until you do!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Someone says ........

Someone says someone is a true friend, loyal, trustworthy & religious. Someone claims someone does not want to hamper the long time relationship of someone’s “friend”. Someone guarantees someone only wants to help. Someone assures someone won’t come in the way. Someone promised someone will be a true friend who’ll be there when the “friend” is in need.

But, alas, someone has proved someone was two-faced all along, as someone has started showing all signs of betrayal to what someone had said, claimed, guaranteed, assured & promised. In other words, someone is finally coming out of the disguise, showing someone’s true self. If someone was so pure & true, why does someone beckon & pursue something which does not want to be with someone? Why does someone disturb & give pain to the ‘one’ someone claimed someone wants to be a true friend with? Surely, someone ought to realize that one with a sound mind can fathom what someone’s intentions are.

An advice to someone: Being two-faced won’t help. That’s more of a sign of a person who’s mentally disturbed. Make a decision. Either be a true friend or be someone who’s in love and will go to any extent and cross any boundaries just to achieve what your heart desires, which can be love, attraction, lust, crush or simply the urge to possess something which cannot be yours.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

If I could.......

If I could catch a rainbow,I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty, on the days you're feeling blue.If I could build a mountain that you could call your very own,a place to find serenity,a place to be alone.If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea,but all these things I'm finding are impossible for me.

I cannot build a mountain,or catch a rainbow fair but let me be what I know best,
a friend who's always there.

Monday, December 05, 2005

I think I'd like to fly

I think I’d like to fly, with a long red cape covering, a skimpy outfit , reflecting bullets, death rays, venomous words & wielding a rope of extraordinary strength.

I think I’d like to fly, down upon some unsuspecting villains, spin around & shock them with my wit and charm - not to mention my earth shattering high kick.

I’ll have unsurpassing balance, I’ll walk along a 12th story ledge to save the one in distress. All while I battle evil men and helicopters.

I won’t worry about a relationship. Who has time for being social when your occupation is saving the world? And through it all I’ll never tire, never take a vacation. And nobody will ever break my heart ‘cause I’ll have too many things to do. Perhaps I’ll never meet anyone.

I think I’d like to fly, through the air with amazing speed. Strong yet feminine, wondrous and a woman.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Just help me ...

Why does everytime it happen that everytime someone who holds my hand lets go of it, for some reason what so ever? Why do I have to be in the middle of someone's decision? What's in me that everyone holds me high up in happiness and then ... suddenly lets go ... and i fall into a bottomless crevasse, unexptected, shocked. Not a moment given to even be prepared for the fall. What do i do ? How can i be sure that the next person who comes won't do the same thing again ? Somebody .... just help me out .... pls.